Last sat is ah ma's bday!
i just love my ah ma deep deep!
i love to just sit with her in the kitchen and listen to her stories.
i love to eat what she cook especially her fried rice.
i also love her soup too.
i love her becos she is a very strong woman and i noe she love me alot too =)
at her age she still go church every week. she read the bible when she is free. she spend her time gardening.
never had she complained about life. she says that going to church make her happy and contented.

to sum up, i love my ah ma =)

i was talking to kherray on msn.

she tell me that instead of focusing on what i didn't have and what's missing in my life, why not focus on things tt i already have.

Things like my family, my frens and this brand-new life.

it really hit me hard and made me realised.

i neglected my family.
i spent everyday outside.
reach home late and spend money that i am not earning.

and even so my parents still didnt rush me to get a job.

i am very fortunate but i did not realised.

I must find back my old self.
The once very happy bubbly talkative me.

firstly i am going to dance again.
i am joining a dance group, anywhere as long as i get to dance.
i watched Dance Subaru with sarah davina and kherray today. its really a very nice show! the girls can really dance very well! their technique is of cos very perfect and they really dance with emotions. i love the last part when subaru dance modern comtemp i was like OMG i wan to stand up and dance NOW!
subaru dance not for the audience, she dance for herself, with her soul.
OMG I AM SO LOVING THIS MOVIE.
and the hip hop part is making me damn excited. i wan to learn hip hop!

another movie i watched last night is "drag me to hell" reccomended by kherray.
wah this gross movie is er xin from the beginning to the ending lo.
i was covering my ears 80% of the time.
the sound system oso power packed.
at some point its damn funny i laugh at the show and myself at the same time.

and after my supper on my way home, two rat run towards me from a pile of rubbish and i jumped up and screamed like crazy!
one of the rat ran over my feet!!!!
okay i feel like dying at tt point of time.
but i am not too bad cos my guy fren oso screamed which was damn funny and entertaining, i felt a lil bit more brave at least.

thur will be badminton day!
i need to exercise cos i am fat from everyday eating of good food all over spore =(
and shopping will stop from this minute onwards.
i seldom feel sinful from shopping but today i feel very sinful.
retail therapy don really work on me.
cos i am still not feeling very happy now.
i wont shop for this week. =(